This post contains affiliate links. If you follow one of my links I earn a small commission at no extra cost to you. All opinions are completely my own. Thank you for supporting my blog!
This Saturday is the year and a half anniversary of the day Josh and I announced our adoption to our families on Easter 2012. A year and a half. That’s eighteen months. Two pregnancies worth…..sigh.
“Filling the time” seems wrong to say. Life goes on, even while we wait. It’s not like waiting in line for something or waiting for a job to be complete. There’s no deadline or visible end in site at this point. For God there is a visible end. I’m sure glad someone can see it. Don’t get me wrong, I’m trying my hardest, standing on my tip-toes with excited anticipation, to see the end of this wait. I’m doing everything in my power to bring it into sight. A lot of the time my work is just that, my work.
“The mind of man plans his way, but The Lord directs his steps.” Proverbs 16:9
Josh and I don’t always agree on things but we always respect each other. My husband is worthy of respect. Not just because he’s my husband, but because he is a man of God. Our adoption has tested my ability to be the virtuous woman of Proverbs 31. It’s hard to live up to those verses even without the stress of adoption.
You might also enjoy this post: 3 Things To Keep After Adopting
During the times I’m home alone folding laundry or doing the dishes, the silence is so obvious.
I long for a day when I can listen to my kids running and screaming with laughter between the backyard and the house. Hearing the screen door slam open and closed. The sound of a tower of blocks crashing to the floor. Hearing a bin of toys being overturned onto the carpet and the ensuing sounds of imagination at work. Pots and pans turned into drums, dogs barking at excited outdoor games, enthusiastic greetings as dad walks in the door for the day. Bring on the noise!!!
This silence is God ordained. I will listen intently for what He wants me to learn from it.
Rhonda says
We announced that we are adopting on Easter of last year as well!